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Today. 7.7.11

I'm really annoyed right now. My dad just told me that we were going to Black Rock. So I just went &  got ready & when I was done I asked him "Are we gonna go?" Then he said "No." Now I'm really mad because my sister is being the most annoying person ALIVE! So I'm just going to sit on this black chair & write this down.

So as you know...

I basically have NO life. The same feelings are coming back.! The one I have when I look back & get sad for thinking about Julio, my ex boyfriend. I don't know why, but I still like him a lot. I want him to know that I like him more than anybody. I did tell him that I liked him, but he doesn't really pay attention to me. He has a girlfriend who wears too much make-up. She's not the ugliest person, but shes not pretty. I feel like a stalker when I check Julio's profile on Facebook. It's weird to see his Facebook status. Anyways , Do you guys have any questions?

I certainly don't. I hope I get a BUNCH of views on this blog so you guys can know what my life is about & how CRAZY my family is. Love you guys.! <3

Love Life.

I'm at home writing this blog & watching Julie & Julia.
Today I did basically nothing. I've been thinking a lot lately about my love life. For right now I'm single and very lonely...& sometimes I feel like crying because everyone has a boyfriend or someone likes them...Here's why I am very lonely.
A couple months ago my ex boyfriend Julio broke up with me because we didn't see each other often & stuff. So we broke up. Then the next day he wanted to get back together with me so I gave him another chance. Then our one month anniversary unless you were curious it was on May 8, 2011. We saw each other at my cousins house. We watched a movie and laughed. Had a great time. We had kisses, hugs, laughs, & talks. It was such a good day..It's funny how I remember all these little details. Then that day on Sunday I went home & said good-bye to him. That was the last time I saw him. Now I feel like crying. Then 4 days later....He broke up with me. It was the same excuse...That we didn't see each other, But then I realized that he liked another girl when  we were dating. Lexee Dawson. That was her name..It was a Tuesday, May 10, 2011. That day we were still dating each other. So he basically cheated on me. I saw the messages on Facebook. I saw EVERYTHING. I cried every night thinking about him..Telling my self "Why did he do this to me.?"
Then I forgot about things and was happy again..There were some days where I thought about it. Then 1 month passed...& he liked another girl named Savannah or Savanah. He started writing on his status "I <3 YOU SAVANNAH!" & stuff it made me cry one day. He would txt me &tell me he till liked me and it made me feel better, but then on July 2, 2011....They were going out. I was so pissed.! I couldn't believe this.! I was mad, sad, felt like crying...So many mixed feelings. He txted me on the 4th of July saying "Hey:)" I replied, but I didn't have service. So then the next day I replied & said "Hey, sorry I didn't reply my phone was dead." He texted back saying stuff like "How's life?" "How you been?" I acted like nothing was wrong. I told him I was happy for him...But deep inside I felt like crying my eyes out. I didn't want him to apologize. I wanted to be supportive. I didn't want him to be like "WTF!" so I just went along with it...& I hope ONE day Julio Alvarado reads this & realizes that he made a BIG mistake of his life.
There will be more New posts later on..!